Wednesday, August 30, 2017

Tu Mera Dil - You are Apple of my Eye

Bus yahi soch kar Raaton Ko Mai nahi sota.....

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

Ghadi bhar ka hai Khel Sara ... Just a matter of time...

I was at holy place where I heard some ticking sound from the bell. There was no reason of that sound. I observed and realized.... it was hint for me may be... Time is ticking...and this came to my mind... Ghadi bhar ka hai Khel Sara...
Seriously, I can think of anything, anywhere, anytime...

Bechain Mai Hu... Bekrar Mai Hu Na...

Apne to saare is kinare rah gaye...
Tanha chala jo Us paar... Mai hu naa...

Sunday, August 27, 2017

Ganeshotsav and Dance Workout

I live in most happening area of the city. All the festivals are celebrated grandly in neighborhood. Ganeshotsav has started yesterday and this place has just became very rocking place once again. Since it has many Ganesh Mandaps all around, it is just crowded 24-hours in these 10 days tenure. Because of all those stalls playing music loudly, it becomes lively place all the time. 
Alright, now cut to my life... Last few days I was not able to take care of myself due to the various issues. Result : I am suffering from hairfall, I have got pimples over all over the face and my tummy has increased. I need to take care of myself now.  I have stopped exercising altogether.  Even drinking water was cut-short. Obviously, problems issues in life are still there and I don't know how I am going to handle all these things. But thing is I have made peace with me. So, whatever happens I am going to face it with myself happily. I am going to re-begin mission Healthy Fit Me now. Our special days have ended, so again I can eat veggies and fruits to have healthy diet. Now, I have good reason for workout. This music playing is so inspiring that I couldn't stop myself from dancing. Got an idea that I will use this as opportunity and will do dance workout when this music is being played. Seriously, hours of workout which will give happiness only... Alright, do you think I can make any difference in 10 days? Okay, lets challenge... Today was second day of Ganeshotsav... Will do dance workout, all healthy eating and all our healthy things for next 10 days... and will see how much it affects... What says? Alright, done... I have this gut-feeling that my life is going to change for something better and I will be facing a major change in life. So, why don't I face the change with fitter and more beautiful version of myself? Huhu... 
Let's not stress about anything... Anyway, why should be sad by keep thinking of people who are not part of life anyway... Most of the people just use you for their entertainment.... It's only us who suffer in the end...Why give that chance to anybody? So why not enjoy ourselves...Enjoy our own company....You know, in the we all end up alone... lonely.... We come in the world lonely.... and we have to die lonely... I am not remembering the song but it has this lyrics... To Hum Gaaye kyu nahi... Hum nache kyu nahi... 
Okay so I am done with my today's dance workout... More tomorrow... 

Saturday, August 26, 2017

Random Thoughts

I look at birds on the tree, as I sip through my tea-mug... I feel I have became more like birds.... There is just uncertainty about everything...They don't store their food for tomorrow. They just live this moment...Now... When Tomorrow becomes Today, they again leave home in search of food... They are not sure about anything in future... This branch or may be this tree itself where they have their home will be there or not. They are still happy... I mean that's what I decipher. Actually we all should be like this. We don't know what's going to happen next moment. We just waste our life worrying, over thinking, hating, getting angry, holding grudges..... And in the end...that movie dream sequence which is played in your brain in last 1 n half minute of death.... That movie should be of happy Moments...loved ones.... You get to choose what you want in that movie.... Love deeply and it will be there...well, I guess I am derailing from my own thoughts now. Better will get up...tea is almost cold...
Tea.... I am not habitual to it... But when I drink I WANT it the best...And this tea is after a complete fasting yesterday... So kind of deserve this blog post while relaxed tea...
 BTW, I have many posts lined up in my drafts already... The thing I am waiting for is trigger for all my posts publishing. But seems it's not going to happen anytime soon so till the time I am just writing feelings, posts and saving them... May be will publish sometime...
 Or may be not.... God knows... 
Happy Weekend World...
 I Have lots of things to do... You enjoy the life till the time.

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

Tere Bin Jina Nahi....

Music

Once again I have created a huge playlist in my mobile phone and now more than myself, my son is listening to them. I just smile when he wants to listen Himesh's songs again and again. And he asks me the meaning of words... the lyrics too... Anyway, my son's day is starting with songs in my phone and when I am rocking him to sleep in the night, again he needs songs in background. Then my own personal time to listen those... So music is at home now most of the time...
At work I have got a cabin.. well not exact cabin but cabin like space... all my own... see again I am taking it in positive way and giving it my own touch, name... I remembered that one of my project managers would start his work day by playing sarangi music in his cabin. So when nobody is around, I play my music in my cabin... Seriously, when one of the co-workers who thinks me as "Aunty type-s" came to my space and he listened "Sexy Eyes" playing, he actually checked his phone feeling that his phone is playing that song. :) Great was reaction on his face when he realized that was me... So even though my radio is off from some time now, but music is in life...



I mean seriously? In day time, sexy eyes and past midnight crying eyes - Bheegi nahi Aankhein...???

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

How do you celebrate New Beginnings?

I have a bestie who would cut her hair short.... Boy cut... eachtime....whenever she changed jobs.... That was her way to welcome new jobs.... Now she has waist length hair and time for her boy cut again.... New Beginnings.... New look.... Nice concept..... But long hair.... :(

Reason

Huhu.... Okkay...

The Melting Words

Oh my God... just before few hours I posted about Rahul Kaushik.... and now his post... I mean... is he writing for me? Now I am seriously having some feeling that I don't understand.... Is this something like that happened in "Bade Acche Lagte Hai...". There was a time years ago, I wouldn't miss that show because, by some co-incidence, it would show those things which would happen in my life... same time... Well, obviously this happened for some time only... But at that time, it was like... is this my life story someone watching and writing here... even the people around me have experienced that connection....
Anyway, so am I hurting someone? No... please.... I don't want to hurt anyone but how would I know... and how do I trust when the experiences that I had tell another story.... 

Don't waste New Beginnings with Kindness on Haters....

Murder in a Minute and Rahul Kaushik...
What are these writers.... Oh My God...

Sunday, August 20, 2017

Dua - The Prayer

Okay.... difficult song to sing....  Need to practice more..



By the way, what is this video... Seems scenes from some serial... But why she is doing suicide... Oh God... not again... recently someone told me how suicide is not solution of the problems and blah blah... Comeon yaar, you are saying all this to me....??? The most lively person....!!! The most positive person..... who sees positive thing in worstestestest possible situation......!!! I know this yaar... and this is what I explain to the negative people who I think need help. Anyway, my stomach is growling now... I am fasting today and stomach is already asking for fuel. God... please... You know I am fasting to prove myself that I can fast... ( though I know I can't).  Our special days have started where we do spend most of the time in religious activities, mediation and fasting. My parents fast for all the 9 days.... since years... and I am such a shame to them that even if I eat 2-3 portions less than regular in office, I am about to collapse... :) What do I do... body structure may be... But anyway... today I am fasting... nomatter what... Oh God... its only 9 hours past and minimum of total 29 hours from now are remaining to finish this one day fast.... Okay fine.. I will keep sleeping all day... nooo... I can't do that... I need to go to temple and do the things and worships and all... even these household chores... and even this thing that I am hating to do.... God... please give me strength to stay hungry without any issue... Let me be able to do this atleast one day...

Maturity and Smile comes with price tag of tears


Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Goals for the Month - August 2017

I know, I have not posted goals of this month yet and you might be waiting. But I am waiting for something which will change my goals tremendously. Hence, give me a couple of days time and I will pen down them as per the situation.
Meanwhile, Happy Independence Day, India.... 

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Bachenge to Aur Bhi Ladenge…

Its amazing how life has become like the life of Jethalal in Tarak Mehta ka Ulta Chashma…. One problem is solved… another problem enters from the door….
When I was flying in the sky freely and winning all over…. Something came up to cut my wings….
Seriously… the same reason….the reason for my downfall…. Now I am not going to make this reason for my bad days and bad time…


I am a warrior and will fight till…. I myself have to become my own Krishna and guide the Arjun in myself with the BhagvadGeeta... Keep going baby ..



 I am amazed though… how someone who had loved you once, can hurt you, injure you…  Can we call it as love? Was it love at all? any time?

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Kabhi Tum nahi the, kabhi Hum nahi the...


Saturday, August 5, 2017

Just like that.....

Sitting at window, looking at moon.... Restless... and again without any reason....
Everything happens for a reason, I do strongly believe....
But this heart don't understand.... how do I now live....
Nothing has happened.... still tears fall down...
What stupid heart wishes for, will I get that crown....


Friday, August 4, 2017

Nayi hai Mazilein... Naye hai Raastein....


Tu Mere Saath Saath Aasmaan se aage chal... Tuze pukaarta hai Tera Aane wala Kal...
Nayi hai Manzilein... Naye hai Raastein.... Naya Naya Safar hai Tere waastein....



HuHun... 

Bin Tere

 I was listening to Aryans'  'Ye Hawa kahti hai Kya' while working. My cubiclemates call me headphones queen who sing while working and many memes have been shared with me for this. So from this song the catchy line - Bin Tere Mai kaise Ji sakunga... Tera Pyaar kab mai pa sakunga was the one I was repeating all day. Listening to this Bin Tere lines, one of my coworkers shared this video with me to check another Bin Tere version saying to change me the song that I was singing ( Yes, one of my coworkers do share songs with me to hear those songs in my voice... cool and crazy, isn't it.)... and that was it...



So beautifully sung by this kid that I don't have words... I was so emotional listening to this, I just decided, I am not going to listen any and means any of sad love songs now...

My experience says that if someone is making you cry, time to part from those people is near... But what if someone is going away and that's why you are crying.... Happens all the time, right?

PS:  Well, I had started writing this post couple of days back... and guess what, I am in totally opposite mood at this moment... Actually, what songs make you feel is totally on our mood... Now, Some time back on my loop continuously was playing Tere Bina from Himesh... And then I got some kind of Good News which made me happy... Well, Sad version Tere Bina which I was humming immediately became into a rocking pop number... So, I am definitely going to listen all the songs... no ban on love songs too... :) 
 

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