Sunday, August 20, 2017

Dua - The Prayer

Okay.... difficult song to sing....  Need to practice more..



By the way, what is this video... Seems scenes from some serial... But why she is doing suicide... Oh God... not again... recently someone told me how suicide is not solution of the problems and blah blah... Comeon yaar, you are saying all this to me....??? The most lively person....!!! The most positive person..... who sees positive thing in worstestestest possible situation......!!! I know this yaar... and this is what I explain to the negative people who I think need help. Anyway, my stomach is growling now... I am fasting today and stomach is already asking for fuel. God... please... You know I am fasting to prove myself that I can fast... ( though I know I can't).  Our special days have started where we do spend most of the time in religious activities, mediation and fasting. My parents fast for all the 9 days.... since years... and I am such a shame to them that even if I eat 2-3 portions less than regular in office, I am about to collapse... :) What do I do... body structure may be... But anyway... today I am fasting... nomatter what... Oh God... its only 9 hours past and minimum of total 29 hours from now are remaining to finish this one day fast.... Okay fine.. I will keep sleeping all day... nooo... I can't do that... I need to go to temple and do the things and worships and all... even these household chores... and even this thing that I am hating to do.... God... please give me strength to stay hungry without any issue... Let me be able to do this atleast one day...

Maturity and Smile comes with price tag of tears


Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Goals for the Month - August 2017

I know, I have not posted goals of this month yet and you might be waiting. But I am waiting for something which will change my goals tremendously. Hence, give me a couple of days time and I will pen down them as per the situation.
Meanwhile, Happy Independence Day, India.... 

Thursday, August 10, 2017

Bachenge to Aur Bhi Ladenge…

Its amazing how life has become like the life of Jethalal in Tarak Mehta ka Ulta Chashma…. One problem is solved… another problem enters from the door….
When I was flying in the sky freely and winning all over…. Something came up to cut my wings….
Seriously… the same reason….the reason for my downfall…. Now I am not going to make this reason for my bad days and bad time…


I am a warrior and will fight till…. I myself have to become my own Krishna and guide the Arjun in myself with the BhagvadGeeta... Keep going baby ..



 I am amazed though… how someone who had loved you once, can hurt you, injure you…  Can we call it as love? Was it love at all? any time?

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Kabhi Tum nahi the, kabhi Hum nahi the...


Saturday, August 5, 2017

Just like that.....

Sitting at window, looking at moon.... Restless... and again without any reason....
Everything happens for a reason, I do strongly believe....
But this heart don't understand.... how do I now live....
Nothing has happened.... still tears fall down...
What stupid heart wishes for, will I get that crown....


Friday, August 4, 2017

Nayi hai Mazilein... Naye hai Raastein....


Tu Mere Saath Saath Aasmaan se aage chal... Tuze pukaarta hai Tera Aane wala Kal...
Nayi hai Manzilein... Naye hai Raastein.... Naya Naya Safar hai Tere waastein....



HuHun... 

Bin Tere

 I was listening to Aryans'  'Ye Hawa kahti hai Kya' while working. My cubiclemates call me headphones queen who sing while working and many memes have been shared with me for this. So from this song the catchy line - Bin Tere Mai kaise Ji sakunga... Tera Pyaar kab mai pa sakunga was the one I was repeating all day. Listening to this Bin Tere lines, one of my coworkers shared this video with me to check another Bin Tere version saying to change me the song that I was singing ( Yes, one of my coworkers do share songs with me to hear those songs in my voice... cool and crazy, isn't it.)... and that was it...



So beautifully sung by this kid that I don't have words... I was so emotional listening to this, I just decided, I am not going to listen any and means any of sad love songs now...

My experience says that if someone is making you cry, time to part from those people is near... But what if someone is going away and that's why you are crying.... Happens all the time, right?

PS:  Well, I had started writing this post couple of days back... and guess what, I am in totally opposite mood at this moment... Actually, what songs make you feel is totally on our mood... Now, Some time back on my loop continuously was playing Tere Bina from Himesh... And then I got some kind of Good News which made me happy... Well, Sad version Tere Bina which I was humming immediately became into a rocking pop number... So, I am definitely going to listen all the songs... no ban on love songs too... :) 

Sunday, July 30, 2017

Goals for the Month - July 2017 - Month end Review

One day is pending to end July but I will be busy later so posting my month end review. You can find my July month goals here.

  • Record  -- Not done. Though I am singing various songs myself... not recorded. 0% Failed.

  • Salon and Spa --Seriously a very little of this budget is spent. I didn't had mood to do anything you know. Well, not found anything to finance this yet. 30% Failed.

  • Weekends -- Monsoon picnic with family done on a weekend this month. And since it was July Income Tax Return month, I was really busy meeting with clients and doing stuffs on weekends. So, weekends well spent. 80% Okay. 

  • Lunch/ Dinner Date : 6 Lunch/Dinner dates - 150% done. My son too is used to hoteling now. When I do take him for long rides in the evening, he will just see some restaurant and will ask for dinner and then we actually go there... Mother - Son duo...eating happily ....in the pajamas...Waiters are used to see this scene now... :) Anyway, then I did take myself to a very expensive star hotel that I have never been into and got myself good coffee and specially made customized snacks for myself... All alone... and happy... It was celebration that I did for farewell of that long time customer whom I referred in the goals that is leaving. So the last full n final payment was good amount so I just took a chance to celebrate a bit. I badly needed this coffee break in these days. 
  • Read and Review -- 2 book reviews... (approved). -- No -- 0% Failed.

  • Writing: 0% Failed completely.
  • Shopping : No shopping, not even anklet... I don't need anklet anymore and I already have which I need so no shopping. Though I am creating a list of shopping which I will be doing after "I get something good reason in life for shopping". 100% Done
  • Cooking :  Okay... it was okay... more on this section in next post may be...60% Okay..


  • Health :
  • Diet --  So healthy diet... 2 salads, one fruit, one glass milk daily minimum... milk obviously not for all days* and adjust dinner time... I am feeling hungry late in the night... -- This was seriously impacted. I have started with hair fall and then these pimples on my face... Something big has hit my diet or may be its just stress that I don't have ;) -- 0% Failed.

  • Drinking 5 liters of Water daily -- This also went for a toss... I am not even drinking 2 liters these days.. 0% Failed.

  • Drinking Milk Daily -- 40%. Okay
    • Walking 30 minutes --  Ahha... I got a very good reason for this and I am glad about it. So, this is going good. 80% Done.
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    • Plank -- 20 days minimum. - 40%. Alright.


    • Work -- Okay... so this was the client that I was talking about. That was good business. I did bid farewell in very good manner to the customer. Anyway, I haven't found anything to replace this income yet. Search is on. 10%

    • PDUs-- Just see this image... Do I still need to say anything....
    • Though not planned, I happened to earn them this month as well and see this is the result... I have actually earned all the PDUs I need to renew my PMP credentials which is due in 2.5 years.... Dear God, please make other things as well so effortless for me... This was leisure activity... 1000%

    • Tax planning -- Doing and going good. 90%.
    • Chanting 108 mantras for 20 days -- Done -- 100% But as written earlier, not focused. 
    • Car Driving -- 0%. Failed. I didn't even drive to Monsoon picnic this month. Oh that was different experience altogether.

    • Hobby : 0% Failed.

    Its already 4.30 am in the clock and I haven't slept yet. Not writing anything... just be happy until my next post. 

    Pahchaan - The Identity

    Oh yes by the way, music has also left me alone these days...  My music mobile has became dead without any reason and the new mobile's headsets are not working for some reason... Yes... have to send it to customer care center.. but that's not priority at this moment so may be later... But offcourse, I am not leaving music alone... My heart keeps singing...no matter what....

    Itne Chehron me Apne Chehre ki Pehchaan...
    Bade Bade Naamon me Apna bhi Naamonishaan...




     

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