Thursday, August 25, 2016


Okay, so subconscious mind keeps what all things in storage. Just woke up middle of the night with heart singing this song which I had not even heard in years... yes...years... how come it came in mind, no idea... We were in college and we used to bunk lectures and used to go to some friends home for group study and this movie was one of them whose songs we would be playing on repeat. Only fun and laughter and masti.

Because of this song, I contacted all my friends in group and said hi... I actually was missing all the friends. The gang of girls was All rounder. All types of girls were in my group... intelligent, genius, dumb, studios, dramebaaz etc.  We used to participate in each and every event that we come across and at-least somebody from group would win some prize.  Since I was the only working in the group at that time, obviously, most of the times, I used to be sponsor of all the fun things. Being a local television personality, many people used to identify me while we would be in group. But I used to be dressed up as Tom-Boy with my group and total girlie-type (with all makeup and all) while on camera so my friends used to lie to the people that TV person was actually my twin sister and we again would laugh harder later. Oh my God... so many memories... Now, we keep planning our get-together which never happens. Well, we had done a try few months back where some of us met with our children and we only know how much things we had to manage and take care for that one lunch. That's life now.

I actually had decided that I would meet at least some of friends one-on-one in August, but met nobody yet. Chatted with many and planned lunches, coffees, shopping but no execution yet. Need to add in actual TODO list  and I will track then. 

30 - Days Water Drinking Challenge - Day 3

Day 3  not yet completed but I have already drank 4.5 liters of water. I also drank coffee, tea, green tea 1 cup each. 3 Down.... 27 to go... 

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

30 - Days Water Drinking Challenge - Day 2

Day 2  not yet completed but I have already drank 4.2 liters of water. I also drank soup, tea, green tea 2 cups each. 2 Down.... 28 to go... 

30 - Days Water Drinking Challenge - Day 1

Day 1 completed with 4.3 liters of water. I also drank soup, tea, green tea 2 cups each. 1 Down.... 29 to go... 

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

30 - Days Water Drinking Challenge

Drinking water... We need to need drink water to stay alive. What's challenge in it? Right question.
Generally, I do drink good amount of water daily. But this is not the case on my busy days. Whenever I am busy, may it be on work or doing chores at home on weekends, I do skip water, which I shouldn't.  I do not actually expect tremendous change in me or any quantifiable benefits from this challenge I just want to make this habit even on my busy days so I will go for the challenge.

In my initial days of the career, my boss observed that I was more productive when I was participating in any competitions or something like that. Obviously, being a good leader he used this quality for getting his job done but his this observation was news to me too. (Really good manger, isn't it?) Later I had also used my this behavior in doing good things. In recent past in April, I did entered a challenge where I had to earn a specific amount of extra income doing freelancing n other things. And actually, I was able to achieve it. I was amazed since number was not seemed to be achievable at first glance. But I did start a blog only for that purpose and posted daily progress on it... and it was done well before time... Obviously, it increased my confidence and added one more thing in my "can do" list.
Anyways, so coming back to the point...I read about this challenge in Happy Healthy Mama's blog post.. . I have read about this several times in past but this time I am actually doing it.

So, whats my challenge? Here are my rules. I will be drinking 4 liters a day for the next 30 days. In fact, I can count last 2 days as well since I had drank 4+ liters but since I failed to post this blog post in last 2 days so my punishment is I will start from today. For next 30 days, I will be monitoring and tracking my progress. I will also post here whenever possible. At this stage, I  hope I will be doing good except I fear for 9 days. This month has a festival where around 9 days I will be not actually fasting but will be trying my best to minimize my intake of food and water. I will be having my water only in certain period of these days so I need to take extra care in these days. These days are only risk that I can foresee at this moment. Rest all should be fine. I have cleaned well my copper water bottle of 1 liter for this. So, get set go... All the Best Girl....

Friday, July 29, 2016

Using Love Feeling Wisely...

A friend of mine has recently shared something to me about Love and Life and wanted my inputs. Oh God... and I realized once again ... how much I love being in love... in love... with myself... and it really does wonders. Haven't you experienced when you are all sad and negative about your family, job, life and everything around, life is just hail and everything bad happens. But when you love yourself and are looking with all the "Pinky" eyes, everything is good. Even the bad thing happens shows you the good side only.

My friend was like the biggest pain in life is because of love. Biggest in life...??? Come on, grow up yaar... My friend is not matured enough, I understand but his point was the pain because of love. Yes, off course,  it gives lot of pain... It hurts a lot...Definitely, the one whom you love most will hurt you the most.... because you care. But you can make it your strength too. Make it your strength, use it positively and it can make wonders.

I am drowned in work badly and at one point I just feel so tired. I somehow start listening to all Romantic songs and guess what... everything is changed. Not that it finished my work magically but off course it gave me positive energy and enthusiasm to finish work fast. I just love this chemical hormone which does this love sort of changes in mind.

 After so many years, I heard this... Teri yaadoein me kat jaaye din, duaa me sari raat gujre...

30 Before 30 list is still on

So what I had baby and had some break in all my life.... I am back from my postnatal depression now and I am trying hard to actually getting my life again as I always wanted it. There are Ups and downs in life but not all the things are bad. I have achieved many good things as well and I am back again to the front... all me... and confident again....
It's okay if I couldn't complete the list before turning 30.... at least I have my list ready, off course I am gonna add many things in it now. 

Friday, July 1, 2016

Wo ja raha hai mera Hero.....

Radio is part of my heart since childhood. It was and is always with me... Through my childhood days, teens years, dreamy years and working time... It is always with me. I have such a bond with radio and it too understands me so well that sometimes it just plays my heart out... :)

Thursday, June 30, 2016

Ankhose bhiga bhiga Pyar bah jaata hai...

As I am very much fond of TO-DO lists and create list of almost anything. I had created a list of TODOs recently which has tasks which will somehow add to my workout plan. I had added a task as dancing on a song to it. I dance alone whenever I am happy but adding this task to my daily list has showed that even if I am not happy and if I am dancing, it makes me happy. I think it must be releasing that serotonin - the happy hormone.
Anyway, so even though this song was not actually dance song, but I get to dance only in alone time and which is limited, had to dance whatever available on television or radio. So, this was song yesterday and though I had heard it several times before, these lines had caught my lips today. Arjit Singh is really good, right? I have missed this film. Have to watch.

Well, about lyrics of the song, I again started adding gazals feeling in it. Long time, I haven't written anything.

Tuesday, June 14, 2016

School Days.... Again...

My boy will be going to school for first time in few hours from now.  I attended parents meeting today for first time in my life. I am like mixed of emotions. I am feeling like it is an end of an era and now another life of him will start. I don't know he will be crying on his first day there or not but I am sure, I will be crying somewhere in some corner. The mother in me is strong but still bit emotional. I don't know what future has in store for us but whatever it is, it will be for our betterment.

This boy is the one who made me stronger inside. I started being firm, taking stand for myself from the time this kid was in me... even when I was not aware about that... So, it was like, he came to give me inner strength... to become me again.... I am becoming myself again.... 

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